Friday, November 7, 2008

I can't wait!!!!

I remember Christmas of 2006... though it was two years ago I remember feeling kind of down thinking...there's nothing to really look forward to after Christmas is over. I would have to go back to school to finish up college, but it was just kind of a depressing feeling when the excitement ended.
Wow, looking back....so much has happened and I've come a long way, in 2 years, with were I've been and the experiences I have had. Good and bad. Regardless of what has happened in the last 2 years the important thing is that I'm grateful for that time...and in the end I was drawn back to my true love of my life and now we are waiting on our little boy to share our happiness.
I can't wait.....!!! I can't wait for Thanksgiving and Christmas and the warm coziness of keeping in from the cold and being with friend's and family! January we'll probably have my baby shower, which will be fun to see friends again and talking about Landon like a obsessed mother, and then shortly after that I will have a small wait before I can see my sons face in person for the first time. I know Daniel is just going to want to hold him and hold him. He is so excited to have a little boy and quite frankly so am I. I have always wanted a little boy and throughout the years whenever I would have a dream about having a child, most of the time, it was a little boy in my dreams.
Daniel and I are so happy to have little Landon in our lives and I just can't wait for the holiday's to come and for time to fly by and suddenly have our little boy lying in our arms.