Update

So, I had blogged and text a lot of people letting them know that Daniel had an interview for a newspaper in Colorado. The night before the interview Daniel and I talked a lot about what our needs would be "money-wise" and what would happen. I supported him and let him know that if this job met our needs then to take it. We prayed together and then went to sleep.
The next day Daniel woke up and got ready for the interview. He allowed himself 30 minutes to get there...but when he got in the car to leave IT WOULD'NT START! The battery to our car had died. Daniel still made it there but he was about 10 minutes late. I knew he was already stressing out so I just text him and told him not to worry and that if the company really wanted him then they would understand that he had car trouble and it wasnt his fault.
The interview went well and he called me afterwards. He didnt end up taking the job because it didnt meet our needs that we discussed the night before. So, unless a counter-offer is made we are currently staying in Arizona. So many people were praying for this decision and I was willing to pack up and move right away if it was the right thing for us, even though I KNEW it would be hardest on me. It would have been incredibly hard to move to a place where I would have no one to lean on and support me.
I am currently taking a break from blogging. Last night/yesterday was the worst of my entire life and I figure that I am just going to journal for a while instead of spilling my guts on the web. This has been a great place for me to share my life...but after everything that has happened I dont really want to do that right now.