Our boy

1 year ago I passed out at work, while pregnant with Landon, and ended up in the E.R. Right before I had passed out I could feel something come over me. I was trying to pour up models at the dental lab and things started getting dark. I wanted water but I couldnt leave what I was doing because when a model is being poured if you just step away for literally 1 minute you will have a big stoney mess to clean up. It is more work to step away than just finishing what you are doing. I was in such a predicament. I called over one of my co workers (Brent) and asked him if he could finish for me and then next thing you know I am passed out on the dirty floor of the model room. When I came to it was like everything was in slow motion. It was like all the sound around me was mute except for one of my other co workers (Kelly) yelling "SHE'S DOWN! SHE'S DOWN! SHE'S DOWN!!! I heard her on the phone calling 911 and then within about 2 minutes the perimedics were surrounding me (along with a lot of the other people that worked in the office). Everything happened so quick and come to find out my co worker Brent caught me before I passed out- possibly saving Landon's life.
This week I went back to my old work. Though I was let go, without being told that I was being "let go" I still sometimes visit and bring Landon in to show him off. It hit me when we went in on Monday though...I was like that incident happened exactly 1 year ago to this week! I saw Brent and I told Landon to say "thank you" because if it werent for him I dont know if Landon would be here and our lives would be completely different.
Today he went to school for the first time! All the kids loved him and everyone thought he was so cute! I am now wondering if the first graders are now going to go home and tell their mom's and dad's that they want a baby brother or sister. Landon also enjoyed a play date with his cousin Gracie. She didnt seem to know what to do when he wanted to nurse off of her. He wanted to suck on her arm and he started pulling her shirt down. Hopefully he will out grow that stage soon because that would not be good when he really does start school.
I dont know what I would do without Landon. He is such a sweetheart. I love him more and more everyday.