It might seem...

It might seem like I keep writing on here saying that Landon seems to be getting bigger, so I'm sorry if it's starting to get old but it will be really interesting to see just how much he weighs. When I saw the Doctor last week he told me that maybe they will do another ultrasound on me to see how big he really is.
At any rate, I really feel it once the night hits. I'm not exactly sure why his weight gets to me once it is dark outside but the waddling penguin Evy comes out. Once I can finally somehow get myself to the edge of the couch and lift myself off I waddle around and the weight and pain kind of gets to me. I am doubting that Landon will make it to 40 weeks because sometimes my pelvic bones feel like they are already loosening. I have no idea if Im starting the 10 centimeter count yet because I haven't had that check up.
I know I am running out of time and need the insurance thing to pan out, but at the same time Daniel and I cannot wait to see our precious little Landon. It may seem weird, but whenever I get coupons for huggie diapers and can get them on sale I just love going out and buying them. Call me crazy, but it's like I am becoming even better prepared for his arrival. Daniel and I were watching tv the other night and he saw a commercial of these two dad's holding babies in their baby carriers as they are watching football on the couch. He said to me "that's going to be me." He was mentioning something about the baby carrier and I was like "I have one of those!" He then was all excited that we already have the carrier like the guy in the commercial and I went to get it out of Landon's room. I came out with my Baby Bjorn carrier that I had bought months back from a lady on craigslist and Daniel tried it on and just loved it! Daniel mentioned to me just a couple weeks ago how he had a dream of Landon learning how to talk and told me that in his dream Landon looked at him and said in a little voice "Hi Daddy!" It was so cute. As the weeks go on he is getting more and more excited to see his little boy.
Seeing Landon's picture the other night, from his ultrasound at 18 weeks made me fall in love all over again. I just looked at that picture of him sucking his thumb thinking how cute he is and how much he looks like a mix of both of us, at only 18 weeks! Though I know it will be a very overwhelming experience in the beginning being a mom is going to be something I will just love.