Friday, January 2, 2009

Not Defeated...

I will not be defeated! We are more than conquerors with the Lord.
As the time approaches we are starting to run out of time. As I was getting ready for bed last night I started to worry. Since Daniel and I no longer have insurance, Satan wanted to attack me with worry. I was in the shower thinking....oh my gosh, I am 29 weeks pregnant...if Landon comes within the next few weeks he will be a preemie! Not only would we have to pay for the hospital out of pocket, but we would have to pay each day they would need to keep him in the hospital, which would in turn lead to dept. I have always hated debt. In my life whenever I owed someone money for something I would try to pay them back in a timely manner. If I said I would pay for something I would try to follow through in a timely manner. Like I said...I've always hated debt.
I told Daniel about what I had thought about and I held his hand and prayed with him right before I fell asleep.
After I woke up and started my day, this morning, I got on the phone and called a number for a maternity number for AHCCCS. AHCCCS has basically become my last resort for insurance. No one else seems to cover or be able to help regarding a woman that is already pregnant. I went from having 2 insurance plans covering me 3 months ago...to no one covering me now! So I called AHCCCS this morning and talked to someone that was able to kind of help me. I found out the amount of money you are limited to earning as a household per month. Since we dont qualify because of the month of December we have to wait 2-3 weeks....and then we will qualify.
Maybe we will be able to get AHCCCS. If not I will have to find a nurse midwife FAST!!! Since we have to wait on AHCCCS we wont have anything til Landon is about 32 weeks along in my pregnancy! I know,.....cutting it close!
I can feel that he is getting heavier as my belly gets tight and I am starting to hurt a little. Luckily I think I have a big enough torso for him because he seems to have room to move around still.
I know I keep asking but please pray for my little family! This is one of those times of uncertainty and I know I need to trust God to take care of this situation. We need your prayers more than ever right now.